Ta-Daaa.. I'm so bored at work. Got no actual task to be done. Then, as a result I've updated the look and feel of my blogs..
Hahahahaha.. I'm such a bad employee ^_^
Friday, September 21, 2007
Another bad week
Oh maannn... I just had to considered that this week is one of the bad weeks in my life. The worst yet have to come. It all happens on Tuesday around 6pm on NKVE Damansara exit when I was on my way back to Shah Alam. The weather that day is so perfect, as the sun was shining and there was no gray clouds smears the blue sky. Traffics course can be considered quite good even though there was many car spooling the tolls way. My mood at that time was very happy and my brain was planning on what to have to break my fast whilst driving my back.
As I was driving slowly queuing up on the TnGo lane all of the sudden, a Chinese girl whom drove a Kancil banged my car from behind. The impact of the crashed made me very shocked, but thank god for my good reflexes, my legs hit the brake as hard as I could. At that moment, I was just praying to God not to make my car a "Kelisa sandwich". After making sure the car behind me had stopped completely, I pull on the hand brakes and get out of the car and check at the car in front of me. It maybe sounds silly, as other people might want to check where your car was damaged but I have to ensure that I didn't hit the car in front of me - a new 5 Series BMW..
Thankfully god had answered my quick prayers.. I managed to stop in time. Then, when I saw the driver who hit me is a girl whom is still "P" my anger dissipated then and there. Seeing her, my mind flew back to 8 months ago, when I was once in her shoes.. Huhuhuhu... She's started panicking, and calling her dad. I've asked her to move our car to the road side first, but it seems that she is so in panic that she declined. Because of us, the tolls traffic increases. Due to the waste of a TnGo lane and also, the fact that most of the cars is slowing down watching "our accident".
When she'd calm down after talking to his dad, I gave her my business card and also get her personal details from her. She kept saying sorry to me over and over again. Then, she asked me to spoke to her father. Luckily, the father understands and asks me not to lodge a report to the police since her daughter is still under probation. My stands is simple. You fixed my car then I have no complaint.
The next morning, my dad brings me to a workshop in Sri Subang ( the place where my Kelisa got her skirtings done). While waiting for the girl father, another accident happened right in front of me. The mechanics tried to reverse a customer car - white Honda Civic 98. All of the sudden, he was reversing way too fast without noticing there was a trailer coming from the opposite directions. The back of the car was totally crashed. The mechanic was so lucky as he's not injured at all. The front of the trailer damaged quite bad.
Since these incidents happened is the same week, my younger brother said I'm jinxed for the week. Yeah, right.. There he goes with the superstitious believes. I think that, no matter how careful we can be, if the accidents meant to be happened, it will happens anyway..
As I was driving slowly queuing up on the TnGo lane all of the sudden, a Chinese girl whom drove a Kancil banged my car from behind. The impact of the crashed made me very shocked, but thank god for my good reflexes, my legs hit the brake as hard as I could. At that moment, I was just praying to God not to make my car a "Kelisa sandwich". After making sure the car behind me had stopped completely, I pull on the hand brakes and get out of the car and check at the car in front of me. It maybe sounds silly, as other people might want to check where your car was damaged but I have to ensure that I didn't hit the car in front of me - a new 5 Series BMW..
Thankfully god had answered my quick prayers.. I managed to stop in time. Then, when I saw the driver who hit me is a girl whom is still "P" my anger dissipated then and there. Seeing her, my mind flew back to 8 months ago, when I was once in her shoes.. Huhuhuhu... She's started panicking, and calling her dad. I've asked her to move our car to the road side first, but it seems that she is so in panic that she declined. Because of us, the tolls traffic increases. Due to the waste of a TnGo lane and also, the fact that most of the cars is slowing down watching "our accident".
When she'd calm down after talking to his dad, I gave her my business card and also get her personal details from her. She kept saying sorry to me over and over again. Then, she asked me to spoke to her father. Luckily, the father understands and asks me not to lodge a report to the police since her daughter is still under probation. My stands is simple. You fixed my car then I have no complaint.
The next morning, my dad brings me to a workshop in Sri Subang ( the place where my Kelisa got her skirtings done). While waiting for the girl father, another accident happened right in front of me. The mechanics tried to reverse a customer car - white Honda Civic 98. All of the sudden, he was reversing way too fast without noticing there was a trailer coming from the opposite directions. The back of the car was totally crashed. The mechanic was so lucky as he's not injured at all. The front of the trailer damaged quite bad.
Since these incidents happened is the same week, my younger brother said I'm jinxed for the week. Yeah, right.. There he goes with the superstitious believes. I think that, no matter how careful we can be, if the accidents meant to be happened, it will happens anyway..
Monday, September 17, 2007
Ramdahan Al-Mubarak
Yeah, Ramadhan kembali menjengah semua umat Islam di dunia. Kebiasaanya, waktu2 ini laaa umat Islam akan sibuk mengumpul nikmat bulan mulia ini - Tarawikh.. Huhuhu.. Malu untuk aku katakan, sudah genap 5 hari kita berpuasa, aku tidak berkesempatan langsung untuk mengerjakan Tarawikh.. Bukannyer tak mahu atau malas, tetapi terpaksa menguruskan juadah buka dan sahur... Penat sangat-sangat... Weih, Kak Mimie, balik laaaaaa cepat..... (Waaaaaaaaaaa... Gila rindu kat ko)
Oh yeah, sebut psl Kak Mimie yg tgh merantau kat London tue... Sebenarnya, aku pun teringin nak merantau kat overseas, takde laaa lama.. maybe 2-3 yrs is enough.. Dah 2 offer telah ku tolak, sebab mama tak bagi.. Tiap kali aku tanya boleh tak aku merantau, sure Mama jawab "Habis tue, kalo dah sumer dah gie keluar, saper yang nak duduk kat rumah"... Aihhh... terasa ketidak-adilan berlaku kepada aku...
Oh yeah, sebut psl Kak Mimie yg tgh merantau kat London tue... Sebenarnya, aku pun teringin nak merantau kat overseas, takde laaa lama.. maybe 2-3 yrs is enough.. Dah 2 offer telah ku tolak, sebab mama tak bagi.. Tiap kali aku tanya boleh tak aku merantau, sure Mama jawab "Habis tue, kalo dah sumer dah gie keluar, saper yang nak duduk kat rumah"... Aihhh... terasa ketidak-adilan berlaku kepada aku...
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Simpsonize Me
Tee-Hee.. I got The Simpsons fever.. I even Simpsonize myself as the Springfield residents.
Can't hardly wait to watch the movie...
Can't hardly wait to watch the movie...
Sunday, July 29, 2007
9 WORDS WOMEN USED
(1)Fine:
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2)Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3)Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4)Go Ahead:
This is a dare, not a permission. Don't Do It!
(5)Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6)That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7)Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.
(8)Whatever:
Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!
(9)Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman
has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's response refer to # 3.
**Owh, I do agree with all above. Sigh! I do have typical mind as a typical women.. Hahahaha...
To the male readers out there, do remember Women Terminology as it will helps you to avois upcoming conflicts or arguments ^_~
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2)Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3)Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4)Go Ahead:
This is a dare, not a permission. Don't Do It!
(5)Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6)That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7)Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.
(8)Whatever:
Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!
(9)Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman
has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's response refer to # 3.
**Owh, I do agree with all above. Sigh! I do have typical mind as a typical women.. Hahahaha...
To the male readers out there, do remember Women Terminology as it will helps you to avois upcoming conflicts or arguments ^_~
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Reminiscing about the past years
As the title suggest, I've been doing a lot of reminiscing about the first half of the year 2007 lately.
A lot of things had happened to me in this year especially, the major transition of my career life towards the end of March. People said that you will know whether you are suits for the job during your probation period. And, I agree to that. Yes, I like my job scope as stated in the offer letter. However, the extra task that they'd assigned to me is another story (Its not that I hate it, but at times I do fell so...).
Sometimes, I feel that they're taking advantage of me by assigning this extra task (which quite a lot and mind you, it should be done in a team of 5. to be precise, an actual development team + testing team). It is not that I don't want to contribute to the company, but doing my core job scope and this extra task leaving me tired and feel like a limp rug in the end of the day.
Oh yeah, the side effect of my hard work is my laptop LCD goes down. The company decided to buy me a brand new laptop instead of repairing it. A part for me thinks that "Whoa.. I'm so taken care of". Hahaha.. yeah, right Hidayah.. Keep on dreaming..
As a result to the maximum usage of brain power and also body energy, it seems that I easily snapped to the people around me. Poor my team mate.. (Sorry guys, I didn't mean it.. Seriously). And, in the past 3 month I've already taken medical leave twice. Its kinda scares me because I rarely fell sick. As far as I can remember, I'd only fall sick less than three times in a year... Does exhaustion and stress is the main source of my weak antibody? Yes, my doctor had confirm it.
But, looking at the bright sight, the company awarded me as the Best Employee of the Month.. Woo-hoot... and of course, got some $$$ allowance, which is suffice for me to go for one round shopping (rewarding and pampering myself as the motivation ^_^)
But, somehow deep in my mind asking myself this "How long can u stand this?"
A lot of things had happened to me in this year especially, the major transition of my career life towards the end of March. People said that you will know whether you are suits for the job during your probation period. And, I agree to that. Yes, I like my job scope as stated in the offer letter. However, the extra task that they'd assigned to me is another story (Its not that I hate it, but at times I do fell so...).
Sometimes, I feel that they're taking advantage of me by assigning this extra task (which quite a lot and mind you, it should be done in a team of 5. to be precise, an actual development team + testing team). It is not that I don't want to contribute to the company, but doing my core job scope and this extra task leaving me tired and feel like a limp rug in the end of the day.
Oh yeah, the side effect of my hard work is my laptop LCD goes down. The company decided to buy me a brand new laptop instead of repairing it. A part for me thinks that "Whoa.. I'm so taken care of". Hahaha.. yeah, right Hidayah.. Keep on dreaming..
As a result to the maximum usage of brain power and also body energy, it seems that I easily snapped to the people around me. Poor my team mate.. (Sorry guys, I didn't mean it.. Seriously). And, in the past 3 month I've already taken medical leave twice. Its kinda scares me because I rarely fell sick. As far as I can remember, I'd only fall sick less than three times in a year... Does exhaustion and stress is the main source of my weak antibody? Yes, my doctor had confirm it.
But, looking at the bright sight, the company awarded me as the Best Employee of the Month.. Woo-hoot... and of course, got some $$$ allowance, which is suffice for me to go for one round shopping (rewarding and pampering myself as the motivation ^_^)
But, somehow deep in my mind asking myself this "How long can u stand this?"
Monday, May 28, 2007
Its been a while..
Time's fly by really fast... I haven't updated my blogs due to too busy at work and on the weekends I have to attend my cousin's wedding. Well, its really tiring but its also fun. I haven't met my relatives for quite a while. The wedding occasions is really the good place and time to catch-up with them. I've enjoyed myself but there is the downside as well. I got sick after the ocassions. It was damn hot and there's only "Syrup Ice". Cajoling my thirst with ice on a sunny day resulting me falling sick then and there.. Tee-hee tomorrow I'm taking MC. My head really spins (even now while I'm writing the post). Another down-side is, everyone asking me "When you're getting married, then?".. I think I'd handled the questions quite well by answering "After my elder sister got married first".. Hahahaha.. Sorry, Kak Mie... You're my scapegoat for such situations.. :P
Aihh... I'm too bz with NO work nowadays.. Hahaha.. ~_^ Feel like don't have any life at all.. On workdays, by 8am go to office and by 7pm reach home. On weekends, stays at home. Hurrmmm.. I haven't watch any good movies or done any shopping in the past 3 months.. Hurrmm... maybe i should fine a good hobby fast.. Huhuhuhu...
Aihh... I'm too bz with NO work nowadays.. Hahaha.. ~_^ Feel like don't have any life at all.. On workdays, by 8am go to office and by 7pm reach home. On weekends, stays at home. Hurrmmm.. I haven't watch any good movies or done any shopping in the past 3 months.. Hurrmm... maybe i should fine a good hobby fast.. Huhuhuhu...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Akad Nikah Tersebut....
Just want to share a story on akad nikah ;P
Petikan ini saya dapat dari kawan saya. Citernya gini.. Pada cuti hari minggu yang lalu, aku menghadiri Satu Majlis akad nikah kawan pada kawan ku. Waktu tu aku bercuti dikampung dia. Jadi bila ada kenduri macam tu dia pun pergi dan ajak aku sekali. Aku pun ikut sama.Masa tu majlis akad nikah tu dijalankan diruang tamu. Ramai orang aku tengok, sambil duduk bersila mengelilingi tok kadi dan pengantin lelaki. Dahsyat, pengantin tu duduk atas bantal macam raja. Masa bersila tu, aku pun mengesot sikit2 untuk dengar apa yang tok kadi akan tanya. Rupanya macam2 jugak tok kadi tanya. Tapi ada satu soalan yang menyebabkan aku malu besar... Tok kadi tanya pasal satu hari berapa kali wajib solat, dengan lajunye pengantin lelaki tu jawab "lima". Tok kadi tanya lagi, bagi contoh2 najis kecil, dia pun jawap kencing baby yang kecik2 lagi. Tok kadi pun angguk ler, jadi aku rasa jawapan tu ok la kut. Tok kadi tanya lagi contoh najis besar, pengantin lelaki mula panik, jeling kiri, jeling kanan, mula tengok syiling, aku rasa macam nak tolong je pengantin lelaki tu. Bukannye susah, jawapannya anjing dan babi je,.. tapi pengantin lelaki tu dah mula berpeluh jantan keluar kat dahi.. tok kadi mula senyum. Aku sebut dalam hati moga2 dia dengar 'anjing ngan babi ler..', tapi rupanya aku cakap dalam hati dia tak dengar. Aku tak tahu apa yang jadi selepas itu, kerana majlis tu jadi kecoh kerana ramai orang yang berada sekeliling majlis tu yg tgh minum air sirap, tersembur keluar minuman tue terkena baju ramai orang, aku pun sama, masa tu aku tengah minum sirap tu, tiba2 aku semburkan balik, dah kene member kat tepi2, kecoh jadinya, aku pegang mata aku, penuh dengan air mata.Yang aku ingat masa tok kadi tanya tentang contoh najis besar kat pengantin tu keadaan senyap sunyi..tapi bila pengantin tu jawap "Taik Gajah"suasana jadik hingar bingar dengan gelak ketawa orang yang dah tak boleh tahan, nak control macamana. "taik gajah. besar betul.. nak2 bila gajah makan durian."
P/S: I bet the groom is panicking inside.. And, dia tak leh pk straight.. Nervous sgt2 agaknyer.
Petikan ini saya dapat dari kawan saya. Citernya gini.. Pada cuti hari minggu yang lalu, aku menghadiri Satu Majlis akad nikah kawan pada kawan ku. Waktu tu aku bercuti dikampung dia. Jadi bila ada kenduri macam tu dia pun pergi dan ajak aku sekali. Aku pun ikut sama.Masa tu majlis akad nikah tu dijalankan diruang tamu. Ramai orang aku tengok, sambil duduk bersila mengelilingi tok kadi dan pengantin lelaki. Dahsyat, pengantin tu duduk atas bantal macam raja. Masa bersila tu, aku pun mengesot sikit2 untuk dengar apa yang tok kadi akan tanya. Rupanya macam2 jugak tok kadi tanya. Tapi ada satu soalan yang menyebabkan aku malu besar... Tok kadi tanya pasal satu hari berapa kali wajib solat, dengan lajunye pengantin lelaki tu jawab "lima". Tok kadi tanya lagi, bagi contoh2 najis kecil, dia pun jawap kencing baby yang kecik2 lagi. Tok kadi pun angguk ler, jadi aku rasa jawapan tu ok la kut. Tok kadi tanya lagi contoh najis besar, pengantin lelaki mula panik, jeling kiri, jeling kanan, mula tengok syiling, aku rasa macam nak tolong je pengantin lelaki tu. Bukannye susah, jawapannya anjing dan babi je,.. tapi pengantin lelaki tu dah mula berpeluh jantan keluar kat dahi.. tok kadi mula senyum. Aku sebut dalam hati moga2 dia dengar 'anjing ngan babi ler..', tapi rupanya aku cakap dalam hati dia tak dengar. Aku tak tahu apa yang jadi selepas itu, kerana majlis tu jadi kecoh kerana ramai orang yang berada sekeliling majlis tu yg tgh minum air sirap, tersembur keluar minuman tue terkena baju ramai orang, aku pun sama, masa tu aku tengah minum sirap tu, tiba2 aku semburkan balik, dah kene member kat tepi2, kecoh jadinya, aku pegang mata aku, penuh dengan air mata.Yang aku ingat masa tok kadi tanya tentang contoh najis besar kat pengantin tu keadaan senyap sunyi..tapi bila pengantin tu jawap "Taik Gajah"suasana jadik hingar bingar dengan gelak ketawa orang yang dah tak boleh tahan, nak control macamana. "taik gajah. besar betul.. nak2 bila gajah makan durian."
P/S: I bet the groom is panicking inside.. And, dia tak leh pk straight.. Nervous sgt2 agaknyer.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Communication Block
I have never thought I would face great difficulties in communications... Anyhow, there's always the first for everything, right.. At my current company, all colleagues in my teams are Indian and they're from India. I could'nt quite catch their burr or slangs eventhough they spoke in English.. They spoke in English as though they translated Indian language into English, and I could'nt catch what are they saying at times...
Hopefuly, I could diminsh this blocks away from me, soon... real soon...
Anyway, lyrics below is not related at all with the main issues of the post. Its just that, the songs is really good and I want to share it with you guys. Yeah, as you can guess the songs reveals my vulnerabilities and I do feel exactly as the songs mean. Towards whom? Thats a big secrets of mine.. ^_^
Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Album: Other Songs
Song Title: What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Hopefuly, I could diminsh this blocks away from me, soon... real soon...
Anyway, lyrics below is not related at all with the main issues of the post. Its just that, the songs is really good and I want to share it with you guys. Yeah, as you can guess the songs reveals my vulnerabilities and I do feel exactly as the songs mean. Towards whom? Thats a big secrets of mine.. ^_^
Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Album: Other Songs
Song Title: What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Go away, Indecisiveness..
Yay, finally I'll be free... I'll stop b*tching on it and taking ur challenge, my good friend..
I'm quitting for good.
After 2 weeks of massive job huntings, I've receive a few attractive job offers. And, now I'm considering which offer should I take? Taking into considerations, the pro's and con's of each offers are extremely difficult.. Hurmmmm.... But, taking the counter-offer from my current company is defintely not an option (Hopefully, I will not be tempted by any of their counter-offer.. Huhuhu T_T)
Now, I understand people said taking the next step is the difficult one.. These questions arise every time: "Am I taking the right decisions?", "Will everything be alright?", "What if I screwed up?" and so on.. The feelings of insecurity and vulnerability taking over my mentality slowly..Its freaking me out.. Nevertheless, I will try my best.. Strives for the future.....
I'm quitting for good.
After 2 weeks of massive job huntings, I've receive a few attractive job offers. And, now I'm considering which offer should I take? Taking into considerations, the pro's and con's of each offers are extremely difficult.. Hurmmmm.... But, taking the counter-offer from my current company is defintely not an option (Hopefully, I will not be tempted by any of their counter-offer.. Huhuhu T_T)
Now, I understand people said taking the next step is the difficult one.. These questions arise every time: "Am I taking the right decisions?", "Will everything be alright?", "What if I screwed up?" and so on.. The feelings of insecurity and vulnerability taking over my mentality slowly..Its freaking me out.. Nevertheless, I will try my best.. Strives for the future.....
Saturday, March 10, 2007
I Should Quit My Job
| Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 66% |
 Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had. Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble. Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job. You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! |
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Somewhere over the rainbow
Career:
Now, I've realised that at some point I have to put myself above all. Actually its quite ok to be selfish, for your own sake. I think it is time for me to leave my current company and find other company that will appreciate my skills and efforts that I've put for them. Enough said, I'm happy and anxious to leave.. Sooner are better to give a piece to my troubled mind. Hopefully, I won't be swayed by their counter offer.. And, currently, I am buzy looking for better jobs, with better statutory engagements and definitely with better pays ^_^
Relationship:
I've been ridiculed by some of my friends and colleagues about going out with my bestfriend (a guy, whom already have a g/f). They claimed that there's no such a thing as a girl + guy being just friends. There's more to it than it is. Am I that terribly naive? I've been doing some thinking on this while I'm on my breaks.. But, still I don't get it. As to that, I've been avoiding to see him for these past few months. And the truth is, I feel bad avoiding him in a sudden without giving him proper explaination... Really sorry... T_T
Hehehe.. Lately, I've notice that I'm turning to a melancholy meddlesome old women... As the proof to that, I have the songs below rewinding in my head to give me comfort all times..
Somewhere over the rainbow
by Judy Garland
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why oh why can't I?
Now, I've realised that at some point I have to put myself above all. Actually its quite ok to be selfish, for your own sake. I think it is time for me to leave my current company and find other company that will appreciate my skills and efforts that I've put for them. Enough said, I'm happy and anxious to leave.. Sooner are better to give a piece to my troubled mind. Hopefully, I won't be swayed by their counter offer.. And, currently, I am buzy looking for better jobs, with better statutory engagements and definitely with better pays ^_^
Relationship:
I've been ridiculed by some of my friends and colleagues about going out with my bestfriend (a guy, whom already have a g/f). They claimed that there's no such a thing as a girl + guy being just friends. There's more to it than it is. Am I that terribly naive? I've been doing some thinking on this while I'm on my breaks.. But, still I don't get it. As to that, I've been avoiding to see him for these past few months. And the truth is, I feel bad avoiding him in a sudden without giving him proper explaination... Really sorry... T_T
Hehehe.. Lately, I've notice that I'm turning to a melancholy meddlesome old women... As the proof to that, I have the songs below rewinding in my head to give me comfort all times..
Somewhere over the rainbow
by Judy Garland
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why oh why can't I?
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
New Year Resolutions...
Goodbye and Thanks to 2006:
Apparently, 2006 is a fine year of experience for me. There was many ups and downs happened in my life back then, which have matures and made me stronger to survive in this world. I believe in contemplating our past can improve our life in the future. Yeah, I’m trying my best to look ahead in optimist attitude. I’m fully aware that we can’t have everything that we wanted. To me, if we had try to obtain it as hard as we can give, but to no avail, then there’s reasons behind it as to why it as such. “You get what you give”.
Welcome to 2007:
My Resolutions for 2007 –
Working:
1. Get a raise or 2nd assessment before year-end or get a better job.
2. Enjoy my work, task and traveling. Need to improve in time-management.
3. Maintain good relationship with colleagues.
4. Get as much experience
Family:
1. Spend as much time with them. Try to be back home early after working if possible.
Long-term plan:
1. Saving-up for future use.
2. Also, saving-up for Le Tour De Europe vacation planned on Summer 2008.
Love life:
1. Preferably, stay single.
2. If someone right comes along, I might start anew.
3. But, if marriage issues come, politely I will say, “Sorry, No, I’m not ready yet.” Yeah, a very lame excuse I can come up with. But truthfully, what came across my head at that instant is “Hell, No…” Yup, I’ve nearly give that brusque answer to a guy recently. I do need to remind myself all the time “Think, before you speak”.
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