A lot of things had happened to me in this year especially, the major transition of my career life towards the end of March. People said that you will know whether you are suits for the job during your probation period. And, I agree to that. Yes, I like my job scope as stated in the offer letter. However, the extra task that they'd assigned to me is another story (Its not that I hate it, but at times I do fell so...).
Sometimes, I feel that they're taking advantage of me by assigning this extra task (which quite a lot and mind you, it should be done in a team of 5. to be precise, an actual development team + testing team). It is not that I don't want to contribute to the company, but doing my core job scope and this extra task leaving me tired and feel like a limp rug in the end of the day.
Oh yeah, the side effect of my hard work is my laptop LCD goes down. The company decided to buy me a brand new laptop instead of repairing it. A part for me thinks that "Whoa.. I'm so taken care of". Hahaha.. yeah, right Hidayah.. Keep on dreaming..
As a result to the maximum usage of brain power and also body energy, it seems that I easily snapped to the people around me. Poor my team mate.. (Sorry guys, I didn't mean it.. Seriously). And, in the past 3 month I've already taken medical leave twice. Its kinda scares me because I rarely fell sick. As far as I can remember, I'd only fall sick less than three times in a year... Does exhaustion and stress is the main source of my weak antibody? Yes, my doctor had confirm it.
But, looking at the bright sight, the company awarded me as the Best Employee of the Month.. Woo-hoot... and of course, got some $$$ allowance, which is suffice for me to go for one round shopping (rewarding and pampering myself as the motivation ^_^)
But, somehow deep in my mind asking myself this "How long can u stand this?"
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