Communication Block

I have never thought I would face great difficulties in communications... Anyhow, there's always the first for everything, right.. At my current company, all colleagues in my teams are Indian and they're from India. I could'nt quite catch their burr or slangs eventhough they spoke in English.. They spoke in English as though they translated Indian language into English, and I could'nt catch what are they saying at times...
Hopefuly, I could diminsh this blocks away from me, soon... real soon...

Anyway, lyrics below is not related at all with the main issues of the post. Its just that, the songs is really good and I want to share it with you guys. Yeah, as you can guess the songs reveals my vulnerabilities and I do feel exactly as the songs mean. Towards whom? Thats a big secrets of mine.. ^_^

Artist/Band: Rascal Flatts
Album: Other Songs
Song Title: What Hurts the Most


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do


It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken


What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do