Yesterday i've met with my best friends, Nisya and Lily. Aiihhh.. we have'nt met about 6 months. We're too buzy living our lives. Within these limited 3 hrs, we've chit-chatting, keeping purself up-to-date with each other latest news, gossiping and having dinner too. (Imagine how active our mouth at that time.. :P) Our meeting point is Manhattan Fish Market, Mid Valley Megamall outlet.
Meeting them makes me thinking about the unknown future (Since they started it with "Dayah, ko camner? Kitorg dah planning nak kahwin 2-3 thn lg."). What would it like when we meet again in the future, say... 5 yrs time? Oh my god, i'm guessing both of my best friends would be married at that time and bringing along their kids or hubbie or beau with them. Hahaha... Time flies by really fast... It won't wait for anything....
Gosh, how i miss them so much. How I miss our relax time in U.M.? Misses the old good times won't do much for me currently.. Hmmmm.. On our girl-talk sessions, they keep pushing me to start anew relationship with someone new.. Hmm.. not that I don't want to try but, luka lama still berdarah.. Hahaha.. It takes a looonngggg time to heal.. Gosh, how I hate to be reminded of that.. Yeah, maybe I'v become a wallflower without me realising it...
Anyhow, that aside.. There's few things that worries me currently.. I have to go Jakarta to work. yeah, i'm fine with travelling but my concern is my parents.. It does'nt sit me well to leave them even for 3 days.. Yes, i realize that sooner or later I have to leave them.. But, when look at Kak Mie's now at London, me going to Jakarta (and buzy with works) an Ija studying at Russia.. Leaving An as the only one with Mama and Abah... Hmm.. does'nt sounds well at all...
Lately, Mama and Abah always asked me to come home early... Well, I can't always do that.. My works requires me to stay late most of the time... I've even considering to change job early next year that is if I can't stand with the job pressure and responsibilities.. Hmmm... I hope the uneasiness, despair (all -ve thoughts) that dwells in my heart will disappear soon....
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huhuuhuh... dat's d thing.. livin an wif mama n abah??? im quite worried bout dat... kinda big 'pang' lah to both of them... sekali harung their daughters x ade... anyway, wen's d exact date r u leavin for jakarta?
hmm.. thay have to manage after all.. i think everything will goes well.. hmm.. dis weekend, most probably on Saturday i'm going to midvalley wif An.. he want to buy a pair of soccer boots...
ouhhh ok... betta bawak la die tuh.. kaki every year naik one size la kann... later, ko da g jakarta sape la nk teman die nk g bli... studio r is d best place neway.. unless his budget banyak bawa la g nike or adidas
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