Encounter with a Psychotic

Last Saturday, I went to watch movie wif my dear shopping mate. Unfortunately, we arrive to MidValley a wee late, around 12pm which force us to take 3pm showtime (for the latest Bond movie). So, to kill our time we hanged out at MPH for free reading :P While browsing around tons of books, a guy approach me nicely starting on a pleasant conversation. well, naturally I will be polite to him and enjoy our convesation as a normal human being. After chit-chatting on general topics for 5-10 minutes, i've to excused myself as the clock ticking off to 2pm (since I've agreed with my friend that we're going to have lunch past 2pm). Suddenly, the 'nice' guy turn out to be a 'psycho' and don't want me to take my leave. He had grabbed my arm, blocked my way and cornering me to the book rack.

I'm starting to panicking but manage to calm myself down because there's many people there. I've threatened him, that I would shouted for help if he try to do something to me. This psycho doesn't even intimidated with my threat. He said that if you do that, you will only embarrassed urself. Then, suddenly he asked me with whom I'm coming with? Where's that guy and so on.. He's starting to take in my nerve. Finally, I just broke free from him by stomping my heels on his foot (since he's standing very close to me at that time..).. Gosh, I was pretty terrified..

Luckily, I've met with my friend after a few moment as he's also looking for me.. I don't think he know how very relieve I am seeing him at that time.. Huhuhu, seriously... I've learn the lessons.. "Don't speak to strangers".. or "having a suspicious nature or be cautious at times are good for you"... or keeping up my bengis attitude towards strangers (especially guys).. I think the psycho wacko guy are in despressed (his gf just dumped him) or desperate (desperado are very dangerous) or he is a psycho... I would be extra careful next time...

Lessons of Life

I received these contents - email from a friend of mine. After reading these, it the hard cold truth just struck me stupefied that these are the naked truth that I can't bear... Truly.....

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, Never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to a dark day seem bright.
7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, It probably hurts the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Ladies Nite

Yesterday i've met with my best friends, Nisya and Lily. Aiihhh.. we have'nt met about 6 months. We're too buzy living our lives. Within these limited 3 hrs, we've chit-chatting, keeping purself up-to-date with each other latest news, gossiping and having dinner too. (Imagine how active our mouth at that time.. :P) Our meeting point is Manhattan Fish Market, Mid Valley Megamall outlet.

Meeting them makes me thinking about the unknown future (Since they started it with "Dayah, ko camner? Kitorg dah planning nak kahwin 2-3 thn lg."). What would it like when we meet again in the future, say... 5 yrs time? Oh my god, i'm guessing both of my best friends would be married at that time and bringing along their kids or hubbie or beau with them. Hahaha... Time flies by really fast... It won't wait for anything....

Gosh, how i miss them so much. How I miss our relax time in U.M.? Misses the old good times won't do much for me currently.. Hmmmm.. On our girl-talk sessions, they keep pushing me to start anew relationship with someone new.. Hmm.. not that I don't want to try but, luka lama still berdarah.. Hahaha.. It takes a looonngggg time to heal.. Gosh, how I hate to be reminded of that.. Yeah, maybe I'v become a wallflower without me realising it...

Anyhow, that aside.. There's few things that worries me currently.. I have to go Jakarta to work. yeah, i'm fine with travelling but my concern is my parents.. It does'nt sit me well to leave them even for 3 days.. Yes, i realize that sooner or later I have to leave them.. But, when look at Kak Mie's now at London, me going to Jakarta (and buzy with works) an Ija studying at Russia.. Leaving An as the only one with Mama and Abah... Hmm.. does'nt sounds well at all...

Lately, Mama and Abah always asked me to come home early... Well, I can't always do that.. My works requires me to stay late most of the time... I've even considering to change job early next year that is if I can't stand with the job pressure and responsibilities.. Hmmm... I hope the uneasiness, despair (all -ve thoughts) that dwells in my heart will disappear soon....

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birthdate: October 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

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