Kronologi Aidilfitri

2hari sblm Raya
Mengemas rumah yg dah 6 bln tak dikemas. Huhuhu.. Bukannyer pemalas.. Tp, dah mmg projek membersihkan sawang dan habuk2 di bawah almari, tukar langsir, cuci karpet, lap tingkap, lap kipas and etc biasanya dilakukan menjelang Raya. Hari yg memenatkan. (Ija.. aku btul2 rindu kat ko hari nie.. Selalunyer, ko yg tlg aku.. nak harapkan tuan muda tue jgn harap ler... Last2 abah yg tlg aku.. huhuuhuhu)

1hari sblm raya
Hmmm... Ayat berkesan mama mintak aku bersihkan bunga2 plastik and batu dia tue "Dayah, mama tgk bunga2 mama tue dah tak berseri dah. Nak buang sayang pulak.. Baru jer beli tahun lepas... Malu la plak kalo org tgk berhabuk, tak berseri.." Walaupun penat smlm tak abis lagi, aku wat gak kerja remeh nie...
Pastue, abah pulak kata "Dayah, abah dah abis anyam ketupat.. Jgn lupa isi beras and pulut dlm kelongsong tue"... (Ija, for your info, thn nie abwah wat ketupat 2x ganda dr biasa... huhuhhu.. 3 jam aku isikan.. saat2 tue, aku terkenangkan ko ler.. huhuhuhu.. kalo ko ader cpat skit abis.. hehehe"
Kak mie punyer turn plak "Dayah, ko dah abis wat tue tlg aku racik bawang, serai, halia, etc utk rendang nie. Sapa suruh ko tak temankan aku gie pasar.. Dah kejutkan tak bangun2.... Cisss.." Huhhh.. kederat aku dah abis smlm mengemas rumah.. Tak larat nak bangun pkul 7 gie pasar.. hehehe.. sorry ler...
Malam lpas berbuka, mulakan aktiviti isi duit raya dlm bekasnyer... habis dkat RM650 tahun nie bg duit raya.. pegh.. rabak bulan nie.... nasib baik gaji masuk awal...

Hari Raya per1
Plan nak balik kg pkul 10am tergendala sbb Sultan Selangor sampai utk tunaikan solat sunat raya amat lewat.. 8:45am... kesudahannyer.. solat sunat raya tamat pkul 10am... alhamdulillah, jalan tak jammed.. sejam jer dah smpi tg karang, selangor. Hari nie 7 buah rumah dikunjung... Tiap2 rumah makan juadah hari raya.. (as usual terpaksa laa makan skit2.. takut kecik hati tuan rumah) Tahap kenyang hari tue, tahap maximum.. Ptg tue, try godek ariel tv yg bengong.. berusaha carik channel RTM 1 sbb muka Cik Hod ader kuar wat salam perantauan.. Hahaha... Tp, malangnyer, by the time dpt carik channel, ucapan dah abis dibuat.. Huhuhu.. Sian Cik Hod... Tak dpt tgk muka sendiri kat TV wat ucapan... Mlmnyer... lepak rumah Wak Wie, tunggu Ija call...

Bwh, gambar di pagi raya per1...



Hari raya ke2
Dpt beraya 8 buah rumah lg... Balik Shah Alam ptg tue gak.. pkul 5 dah smpi rumah.. Balik rumah tido ler... Tak larat weihhh...

Bergambar di pagi raya ke2...



Hari raya ke3
Gie Batu Laut and Banting.. Lg 7 buah rumah paman2 yg dikunjung..

Hari raya ke4
Yeah... hari dok rumah, rilex... Tp, pagi2 lg aku kena gie immigration.. amik passport.. pastue ge opis jap.. tgh hari balik rumah.. tlg2 apa yg patut... malam, gie rumah mak long....

Hari raya ke5
Hmm.. Pagi pergi Gombak, beraya kat rumah Cik Kecik... Then, t/hari gie Dengkil plak.. beraya kat rumah Kak Farah (kwn Kak Mie yg sesama nak gie London)... Ptg plak, Wak Mon dtg rumah beraya.. Jamu family wak ngan Sate Dengkil.. (sbb short notice, nasib baik gak dpt sate Hj Samuri)... Malamnye.. wat preparation utk open house.. lenguh giler...

Hari raya ke 6
Open House... Pg2 lg pkul 7, kemas rumah... Pkul 8, tlg Kak Mie memasak.. Pkul 10, gie amik sate ngan roti Jala, pkul 11 org mula berkunjung.. lebey kurang pkul 2, org yg datang ramai giler.. smpi ke dapur depa duduk... huhuhu.. mintak maap ler.. kalo tak terlayan.. tamat pkul 10pm.. huhuhuhu.. penat giler... tp, best... time kasih yg datang... yg tak datang.. rugiler korang.. :P

sekian kronologi..

Happy Burfday

Happy Burfday to me.. Uikss.. Umur dah makin tua - 23... Tp, pemikiran tak matang2.. Hehehe.. But, I don't give a twit as long as I'm happy..

The "L" words (bliss, sacrifice or despair)

Yeah, I know.. I rarely express my feelings or opinions on the "L" words openly. Nope, I'm not a homo.. (Tak nak tergolong dalam kaum Nabi Luth, Nauzubillahiminzalik). Just that I feel that its really personal to me and that's why, I rarely discuss (in details) on my relationships or affairs with anyone (even with my best friends.. exception to my younger sister, Ija because we're really close)...

What makes my sudden outburst of emotional flows was teasing by few of my colleagues and closed friends saying “Your attitude makes people (in this context, guys) afraid to get to know you laaa. Tak kahwin ko nanti”. Yes, I admit that peeps who don’t know me well enough, will have these kind of first impression of me – “Garangnyer budak nie”, “Ice-queen type of girl” and etc. But, the truth is I’m not. The real things is, I don’t know how to make/take the first step (especially in relationship). From my own observation, peeps that are now my buddies make the effort to get know me first. (Yeah, they’re really patient with my tantrums / songeh.. ehehehe.. Thanks guys). And as fair exchange, I returned them a sincere friendship.

About the “L” words, it needs two people to make it. (Tak guna bertepuk sblh tgn, menyeksakan dua belah pihak). The most important is, “L” word shouldn’t be base on these forbidden reasons: lust, greed, envy, revenge, solitude, fun, beauty or etc. My philosophy of the “L” words are, it’s like waiting a bus at the bus station. There is many type of bus that I can ride on. But, when I want to take the first bus, it might be full with passengers. The next one is an old bus, with no air conditioner. The third one might be dirty and dusty. The next bus the engine broken down. Yes, I’m aware that if I kept being choosy I might not get a ride at all.

In the scenario that I’ve already got a ride, but I have to get down somewhere off my destination due to some raison d'être; I will get down. I’ll be waiting there for a time, hoping the same bus will fetch me and send me off to my destination. For me, the “L” word doesn’t mean that we have to be with that person. Sometimes, letting go of that person is also a way to show the “L” words.

Hmm… I would be stupid if I kept waiting for ages for that bus to pick me up. If another reliable bus coming along after my confinement, I will not hesitate to take a ride. (It would be self-abusive if I not do so. Myself deserve a second chance.) But, if the first bus mange to catch-up with the current bus I’m riding and invited me back to him: I would say this to him “I’m sorry we were not meant to be together. I’ve given you ample time and it would be unfair for my current ride. So long, farewell, take care.” And to my current ride “ Thank you for taking me in.”.

However, I will explain to the second bus that he’s not in the top of my “L” list in my heart. The first is Allah, 2^nd is prophet, 3^rd is Al-Quran and angels, 4^th is my parents, 5^th is my siblings, 6^th is my family, 7^th is ‘your place’, 8^th is my friends. Can you compromise???

Blissful Weekends

It was such a blissful weekend… yippee… I was able to do my favorite things to do which is, SHOPPING… I’ve spend nearly to RM 650 ++ on these:

- 1 Elle Suit (it’s really cute ^_~)

- 2 pairs of Dorothy Perkins bootleg pants

- 1 Zara knitted tops

- 1 Padini knitted tops

- Pierre Cardin stuffs..

*** I know in Ramadhan we have to control our lust in every way, but this weekend I failed terribly. But, considering I have not shop for nearly 3 months, which is a feat for me, actually. Even my elder sister did not discourage me not to shop. She even helps me to choose my selections… I will try my best to change (a false promise, I presume.. muahaha.. A shopaholic can't change her true color)